You left me in the dark . . .

Heard this song today and it speaks what I'm feeling.  

Normally I am pretty happy, optimistic and in a good mood; anyone that knows me knows that I am always smiling and laughing.  But, when I am home alone I get really sad, I have never felt like this before.  Lately I've felt so depressed about starting over.  I just feel like I was on a path and moving forward, that my life was going somewhere different and I was so excited, and now I'm just back to where I was before.  I feel like I am moving backwards instead.

These lyrics remind me of the night I went out to watch the meteor shower with my blueberry.  And, seeing her heartbeat for the very first time.  I miss my friend, I am truly in the shadow of her heart.

Florence and the Machine - Cosmic Love

A falling star fell from your heart

And landed in my eyes

I screamed aloud, as it tore through them

And now it's left me blind.

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat

I tried to find the sound

But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness

So darkness I became.

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out

You left me in the dark

No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight

In the shadow of your heart.

I took the stars from our eyes, and then I made a map

And knew that somehow I could find my way back

I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too

So I stayed in the darkness with you.

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out

You left me in the dark

No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight

In the shadow of your heart.

The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out

You left me in the dark

No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight

In the shadow of your heart.

And if you'd like to hear the song, click here.